converting wmas to mp3s
should have just started out on itunes.. then again.. i still like the old version of wmp better. way too many songs. i will have a running playlist tomorrow.. healthier outlets shall commence.
…trust me… im still making progress. slowly making progress.. progress nonetheless.
the old good cop.. bad cop..
harsh words old man, but they had to be said..
i think i'll take up running.
the old me would be attempting drastic things.. but the new me has enough sense to knows it’s not worth it.
i need somewhere to put all this negative energy..
one of my first thoughts was going around my local park and hitting trees with a baseball bat, using all my might.. screaming in my car, pounding on my steering wheel usually worked at school.. tearing all the dry wall out of my house with my bare hands sounds relaxing.. smashing electronics is a dream of mine.. hurling my phone across the room has become a reflex.. screaming as loud as i can...
what do you do when he tells you not to talk to her.. she tells you not to listen to him.. you tell her you were never going to listen to him.. but she ignores you anyway?? i guess ill just keep telling her goodnight.. just like i always did..
happy father's day.
of all the days.. you always know exactly what to say. i love you dad.
and i really was having a great week..
went on my favorite hiking trail monday. another awesome experience with some of my favorite bros. yet another insightful leaders’ household afterwards. that was also my second of three reminders.. just took my sister to get car maintenance on tuesday. ok not very eventful. but im happy to help out my family. in a way that’s what made it an eventful day.. did some long awaited...
do i deserve this?
someone please tell me.. i shoulda listened to pj. im just gunna tell myself i do.. i cant feel sorry for myself that way. but it makes me angry instead of sad now.. i dont know which is worse. you know i never hated anyone before.. i dont plan on it. you are a coward.. and i wish i knew why.
well that just ruined my entire day..
maybe even week.. i came so far too.
this nigguh.. tellin THIS “bitch as foo” »> to stop texting “his girl”. i hope you know what youre getting into.. and i dont mean that nigguh ^^^….. “by the way.. i probably should of said the same to you.. after all.. yeah.. i knew about you.. WHILE she was still “MY girl” hahaha but you know the difference you and me? i trusted her.....
today.. was actually a good day. =]
for the sake of my sanity..
i couldnt remember what i did this past week.. i cant seem to remember a lot lately.. turns out it was actually quite an eventful week.. sfc assembly on monday. lunch with rina on tuesday. beach on wednesday. casino thursday. bar friday. party yesterday. i couldnt remember.. im stuck in a slump.