July 2009
68 posts
grease is on
man i wish high school dances were really like that -______-
old friends
i love seeing old friends..
hanging out with benny again..
we still read each others’ pop culture quotes better than anybody.
i got to see daisy and michelle again.
it’s been 4 years since their quincenera.. it’s felt like 10.
i still cant believe i became a part of their quince meeting them at the practices themselves..
we were all so young.. so innocent..
some have changed.....
yeah. im a jerk.
but youve obviously never met her. xDD
dear "clingon" hahaha!
youre such an idiot!! haha!!
sour apple sour apple sour apple!! -__-
youve gone through like.. every guy in our group..
and you keep moving on and on..
to who ever can make you the happiest..
forgetting about the last..
youre never going to find happiness this way.
youve left behind the people who cared about you the most..
for someone who youve just met!?!?
but makes you feel better than you ever...
June 2009
41 posts
“do everything and expect nothing in return”
every morning..
i wake up and say..
“geez it’s hot!! what the crap!?”
..and then i remember..
“oh yeah. california’s SUPPOSED to be like this.” xDD
im gonna miss june’s bipolar weather..
temporary high??
i dont know what it is..
my summer is awesome.. AMAZING..
but it always comes down to this..
i always have good.. most importantly CLEAN fun..
and i have fun all the time!!
but something’s always missing..
is it God??
am i not being productive enough??
it’s all in the definitions..
is praying to God every day enough??
being productive used to be simply getting out of the house!!
maybe...
pool party at mary's!!
preeetty awesome..
just glad to get outta the house. ^__^
pj's grad party
it was fun.
and i discovered late night driving dates. ;]
bajillion photos say 1000 bajillion words
i can never fully enjoy a day until my photos are developed.
i enjoyed last week very much ^___^
i love how im doing absolutely nothing this week.
i really really do.
it’s ok. it balances out. =]
dont want to burn anything out. xDD
and on my zelda list..
im only a third through LINK TO THE PAST =PPP
hahaha! about 7 games to go!! xDD
oh how ive missed you
demitri martin ^______^
what to do.. what to do..
goodbye!! ^__^
blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i need to develope my film to be happy ^__________________^
and note to self.. the legend of zelda is frickin hard!!!!! =//
the legend of zelda
i feel like devoting a week to beating that series..
i know.. im a loser.. but it’s been a while!!
anyone want to beat it with me?? ;]
i got a looooong line up..
the legend of zelda
(i dont have zelda II the adventures of link =[ )
the legend of zelda: link to the past
the legend of zelda: link’s awakening
the legend of zelda: the ocarina of time
the legend of zelda: majora’s...
Gingerbread Houses
and forgotten pants.
In-and-Outs and Gardens.
good talks and secrets.
PJ and Khaena
good day
i woke up to the garbage truck today
no more alarms for me.
i already graduated.
man that's it. i gotta talk to you.
quit being a bitch man! seriously!!
you know why i never need to talk to you??
..or it never seems i worry??
..or care??
because i know for a fact youre smarter than this..
i know for a fact that you know this is all wrong..
and i know that you know i know this.
what do you just need to hear it from ME!? fine.
QUIT BEING A FUCKING IDIOT!!!!
I LOVE YOU MAN. AND I WORRY ABOUT YOU.
IM SORRY I...
so my life is on an awesome streak.
ive been so busy.. that i seriously cant remember what i did just 2 weeks ago!!
everything is fading in and out of memory..
events that happened just a day ago seem weeks to months apart..
i really need to develope my pictures. ^__^
and my blogging is behind about.. omgosh.. i dont even know anymore. xDD
so as far as i can remember.. the past 2 weeks of my life have been absolutely amazing. =]
ill be over it in a week.
^__^
when did this happen??
i am extremely depressed.
the day before graduation...
maybe it happened when i was making that one last driving mix that sums up our year..
maybe it happened when i was writing in the yearbook of someone i really may not see again..
maybe it happened when i was enjoying the time with our whole group more than ever..
maybe it happened when i was hugging one of my first high school friends for the last time..
but now i decide to miss high school.
i...
the race to preserve memories...
my greatest worry at this moment is taking LOTS of pictures.
i got some new film. awesome urban color enhancers? do those work well?
my fisheye flash is finally broken. lame. =[
2 days left...
and ive never felt so high on life. ^__^
"there's something on your boobs."
“oh! let me get that.” ;]
finally.
-jennie cayanan
3 more days..
and im officially over it ^__^
i went to americana for the first time today..
i know. im a year late.. right?? =]
nice atmosphere.. of course it’s just a bootleg “grove”
it’s alriiight. i guess.
buuut i have no idea how people could just keep going back there..
weekend after weekend after weekend
americana’s just as overrated as i knew it would be.
so i went clubbing for my first time tonight =]
what could i say?
i loved it =]
they had an 80’s room..
a hip hop room..
and an INDIE room. ^__^
ohhh i loved it when reptilia came on. ;]
thanks sis. =] hahaha
Yearbooks.
the pressure of getting all your close friends to sign it proves quite stressful.. im also going to have to take plenty of pictures this next week.. am i going to miss Verdugo? doubt it.. maybe for a second.. keeping in touch is my favorite pastime ;]
and there goes 70% of my stress..
amazing weekend..
horrible week..
amazing weekend..
i finally registered for fall classes. ^__^
BTW: happy birthday nick freedmen
Raul “extendo fingers” Fuentes
Jun 7, 2009 9:48 PM
oh god im turning inot a monster….
Happy birthday nick freedman! :D I made nick freedman do horrible things after i beat him in races of swimming and running! :D The first i beat him i took off his shorts and threw them onto the roof! XD Then the 2nd time i beat him i made put his undies outside his shorts! xDDD And the...
Things are just Wonderful.
absolutely wonderful.
Amazing Grace.
^__^
“no one said it was gonna be easy =]”
prom.
what the eff. this is so not me..
i didnt even want to go to prom!
and now im taking it all seriously!?!? hahaha
maaan it finally hit me when i was talking to my date..
“im just following your lead”
i love monica =]
she’s just going with the flow.. just like i should..
for some reason.. this past week..
i felt like i had to impress someone..
i had to take awesome pictures..
or...
wow.. it hits me a little more each day.
more and more of my friends are graduating each week..
and these days just creep along..
2 weeks to go..
exactly 2 weeks from now..
i graduate.
im excited yet terrified..
the day i once used to fear the most..
is on its way.
wish me luck. ^__^
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so im officially down to my last dollar..
i cant even remember the last time i completely ran out of money..
it seriously took me like 4? maybe 5 years? hahaha!
most of that was this year too. xDD
film photography is an expensive hobby. =]
oh!!! paying for camps too!!
but it’s ohhhh sooo worth it. =]
eh. good thing i still got plenty of money in the bank ^__^
uww and my uncle just sent me...
morp morp morp
for the past week ive been timing how long it would take to have the perfect 5 oclock shadow by saturday.. but now im already used to being clean and i think i like it better now. xDDD
i finally figured out how im supposed to style my hair though ^__^
i hope my hair doesnt grow by saturday. =]
my suit.. not looking too bad.. samething i wear all the time though. xDD but ill wear a bow tie this...
someone teach me how to MAKE a corsage
is that how you spell it? =] hahaha!
corsages are hella expensive!!
me and monica are just going to make each others’ ^__^
the only reason why i want them is because people look so cute in pictures putting them on each other. =] that’s the only reason i swear. xDD
report cards...
what you have today?? _______sandwich =] …actually i had a grilled cheese ;]
cd shopping at thrift stores w/mah teek
benny.. he’s doing good. =]
i got an A in photography!?!? how the heck did that happen? but a D in physics!? maan and i thought mr canny liked me. oh well. first episode of scrubs.. that’s all that’s running through my mind. xD
time to tend to my penpals...
